November 22, 2010

Say HELLO to GOODBYE

Tik TOk.. clock ticking
Time Flies ! Time Flies !
White Season is Calling.. and Jubilant Bell Ringing

This is a significant year for me in life
Finally I went to UK
Not least.. I went to Italy too
I LOVE PARIS
I LOVE Florence
I LOVE Venice
I LOVE SWITZERLAND
I LOVE NEWCASTLE
and etc
and I LOVE SHEFFIELD !!

Well..
All being memories
Photo could help me recall back that particular moment
No matter how bitter and sweet it was
That make my memories complete
No Doubt
If Sad doesnt exist how are we feel of Joy
Heheee

A new year come..
A new life begin..
A new story to tell..
A new people to meet..
A new way to live..
A new spark to fly. .

Lets have fun at the white season holiday !!
Before a brand new life to come..
Cheers

September 13, 2010

The End

This is the last four days I'll be in Sheffield..
I gonna leave this UK life very soon..
I dont feel like to leave..
But I'm lookin forward the Europe trip..
Which after couple of days..

What is the life will be when i'm traveling for
Three weeks.. its just three weeks..
What gonna happen?
I've no idea at all..
But I hope that i'll be a fantastic trip..
That I pray for everyday..

I came UK with the dream of visit to europe countries..
But now I'm not expecting at all..
That pathetics..
Anway I will cheers my life..
No more study after all wahaha..

What happen next?

September 10, 2010

Moment of Peace

It have been a longtime I being EMO..
I keep on sighed.. I knw that no good..
But i just cant control myself to keep on doin that !!

Now its the day I really let go everything..
As my UK journey will end soon..
In few days.. around 6 days
I really dont feel like to leave this peaceful city..
Its a lovely city..

Time is the magical medicine ever in the world..
It cure my sadness and disappointment..
Thanks for time flies yet it flies really quickly..
I still can remembered the first day I reached UK..
The weather do killed me really..
But now the hot weather really killing me badly..
From 10 of June till 10 Of Sept..
Its gimie a lot of fun and sorrow..
But this make my life even fantastic or not easy perhaps..

I learn alot throughout these months
Thing is not always in our favorable way..
Promise is just simply words when things go adverse..
And I'm not that tough as I thought..
Someone can really hurt me badly cuz I'm care than everyone else..
I appreciate who really meant to me.. But they dont even can feel that..
Anyway we do what we think is correct.. if you dont understand then
You are really not understanding me at all..
Cuz I still mine.. No changed

Yeah.. my UK memories will end with good and bad..
Thats life..is'nt it?
The unhappy time make me more appreciate what joy I got..
I'm not got nothing left..
I know that I got more than what I lost..
Cheers


July 28, 2010

Its the time

Sometimes we do need some times to adapt ourselves,
Nothing could hurt u unless u don't let go !
Yea time can heal everything..
And writing can heal urs heart..
Feeling betta as i cant even talk to anyone..
This is the place where i goin to begin..
Express the feeling in the world of words..
That is the best choice ever..
Yea i'm findin a way out~

When u reading this~
I'm fine no worry
Just sometimes I'm not that tough as I think..
Maybe that is too heavy to bear by my heart..
Let it exuding

I'm depressed just because I cant get through
I said its alright
But seem that alright make me feel not alright
I'm smiling
Just because I'm so stupid
Like to thinking so much~
Is the weaknesses of mine ever
I'm just because of one sentences
I'm completely collapse
I'm being shattering

I want draw a line..
I wish i could..
I hope you known me
If u dont then i got nothing to said
Let all these matter fade away in somewhere..
I gonna to alive again !!
Cheers



July 26, 2010

What goin on? IDK

hmm today what goin on?
I seriously have no idea..
my heart was pain...
what make me feel in that way?
idk

it make me loss concentration throughout the day..
when i come to uk.. something changed
i dun like that much but i have to accept it..
in order not to make me feel bad sometimes...
reality always cruel.. yea its just cruel..
when u really care on someone and the ignorance will just like..
urs heart being punched.. its painful..

i cant bear this anymore..
my heart was fragile as i thought..
the heart beat make me feel the pain..
yeah i gonna have a good sleep tonight..
not to think and not to face someone..
sweet dream.. alvin..cheers