10 June 2010

Today is 10th of JUNE..

I gonna have my ever first time flight experience..

On the Emirates plane..

Seriously I don't even have any excitement at right moment..

I'm those kind of people that will not home sick so often..

But HOME is always the best place for me.. a shield for me..

Whatever the worst come to me.. my home is always thr..

The Door will never ever closed..

Few days ago, I leave my hometown towards to KL early in the morning..

The scene is still fresh in my mind..

Its 4am.. tik tok tik tok..

I woke up and gearing up myself and someone who woke up too..

Guess who?

Its my dad !!

He was woke up so early..

I think he cant even sleep well cuz his son gonna leave home for the coming 5 months..

He probably will miss his son.. yeah that is me..

He didnt talk much but from his eyes..

I can see he is worry and unwilling..

At first, my parent decided not to farewell with me at KLIA

But the moment, I heard what he said:

"Son, if I free I think i'll go to find u and bring u to airport.. erm i think i'll free..''

Oh my.. its touch me.. I didnt deny cuz i know he would like to do it..

And after that I leave my home.. I'm emo at that moment..

When I reached Kl..

My mummy called me..

She was the great mother and a tough one..

She said if we are not goin to farewell with u is that ok?

Do u mind?

Of course I said its OK.. be frankly I'm really ok with that..

I dont want them to come over just to see me leave and its tired..

They need to drive all the way from my hometown and go back afterward..

So I answered.. Its good if you all come to pick me up when I come back Msia on Nov..

So my parents decided not to farewell wit me..

I gonna do it All By Myself !!

No worry my love dad and mom..

U should be proud cuz yours son was Independent..

And no need to worry cuz it seems longtime I didnt let you all worry..

I'm grow up and nothing can separate us.. but distances

We still can keep in touch with hp or even internet..

I gonna be fine and will enjoy the moment in uk..

I love you all cuz u provided me the opportunity to have my degree in uk..

Which is the most expensive place in the world..

I promise will make a call to u so often when I visit any places or every moment I miss u all..

I hope u all healthy while I'm not here around..

The greatest words that I never been say to them face to face..

It is I LOVE U mom and dad..

I should hug u whn i leave my hometown but I dint..

But the feeling is real.. just feel it..

Take care and goodbye

Ciao.