Its the time

Sometimes we do need some times to adapt ourselves,

Nothing could hurt u unless u don't let go !

Yea time can heal everything..

And writing can heal urs heart..

Feeling betta as i cant even talk to anyone..

This is the place where i goin to begin..

Express the feeling in the world of words..

That is the best choice ever..

Yea i'm findin a way out~

When u reading this~

I'm fine no worry

Just sometimes I'm not that tough as I think..

Maybe that is too heavy to bear by my heart..

Let it exuding

I'm depressed just because I cant get through

I said its alright

But seem that alright make me feel not alright

I'm smiling

Just because I'm so stupid

Like to thinking so much~

Is the weaknesses of mine ever

I'm just because of one sentences

I'm completely collapse

I'm being shattering

I want draw a line..

I wish i could..

I hope you known me

If u dont then i got nothing to said

Let all these matter fade away in somewhere..

I gonna to alive again !!

Cheers

What goin on? IDK

hmm today what goin on?

I seriously have no idea..

my heart was pain...

what make me feel in that way?

idk

it make me loss concentration throughout the day..

when i come to uk.. something changed

i dun like that much but i have to accept it..

in order not to make me feel bad sometimes...

reality always cruel.. yea its just cruel..

when u really care on someone and the ignorance will just like..

urs heart being punched.. its painful..

i cant bear this anymore..

my heart was fragile as i thought..

the heart beat make me feel the pain..

yeah i gonna have a good sleep tonight..

not to think and not to face someone..

sweet dream.. alvin..cheers

When..

When everything gone clear..

That relief make my heart be light than previously..

Today was a great day..

Movie, Shoppin, Starbucks

That all were my favorites activity..

I enjoyed my life~

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And..

When reveal some truth that u try to conceal so long ago..

Its was just nice to me..

I hope that it will knw wat exactly I'm thinking..

It must not 100 percent but 70 percent will just fine..

I cant told all the truth but at least I've try to express my thought..

That drive my emotional alot..

I convinced myself not to think thing inside the box..

Perhaps tolerance will solve all the things..

I should learn it well enough !!!

You will never knw all I ever wanted..

Cuz u already got wat u really wanted..

Anyway I run my life.. not you or someone else..

Stay strong and I'm alive !!

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Hmm... I've been here a month..

I enjoyed the two weeks summer days that really make me sweating..

The weather is turning cold and colder..

And the wind gettin strong and stronger..

I movin to another room today..

But I need to spend some time to suit myself into new room..

Just because of the view different and the color of the floor different..

I would prefer red color than a blue one..

For the past few days, I was so emo..

All thing seem like against me at the same moment..

The person that so close to me but I'd feel it stand far away from me..

I always easy to get mad or lose out myself..

I try to pursue myself not to act in that way..

But I guess mad is over my rationale..

I told not to doin but I'm doin in that way..

All people scared of me when I'm turnin emo without smile and talking..

Anyway I need some private time to calm down with some musics..

Sit alone and think alone.. that might help me alot..

I'm so upset enough or little bit depressed..

I must re-built my thinking and accept the reality..

What u really want is not gonna happen..

Disappointing bury me.. deeper and deeper

I was tryin to make walk out from it..

I try and try.. Its time to let go..