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Hmm... I've been here a month..

I enjoyed the two weeks summer days that really make me sweating..

The weather is turning cold and colder..

And the wind gettin strong and stronger..

I movin to another room today..

But I need to spend some time to suit myself into new room..

Just because of the view different and the color of the floor different..

I would prefer red color than a blue one..

For the past few days, I was so emo..

All thing seem like against me at the same moment..

The person that so close to me but I'd feel it stand far away from me..

I always easy to get mad or lose out myself..

I try to pursue myself not to act in that way..

But I guess mad is over my rationale..

I told not to doin but I'm doin in that way..

All people scared of me when I'm turnin emo without smile and talking..

Anyway I need some private time to calm down with some musics..

Sit alone and think alone.. that might help me alot..

I'm so upset enough or little bit depressed..

I must re-built my thinking and accept the reality..

What u really want is not gonna happen..

Disappointing bury me.. deeper and deeper

I was tryin to make walk out from it..

I try and try.. Its time to let go..